To The Parents Sending Their Last To Kindergarten
I still remember standing at the entrance of the kindergarten classroom with my oldest. I was holding his hand tighter than he was holding mine. So many emotions running through my mind. I took the day off from work that day and cried when we got home counting down the minutes until I could pick him up.Ā
He was my only baby at the time so I felt the same emotions I know I am going to feel when we send my youngest to kindergarten in a couple of weeks. I can only imagine it is going to feel like that but harder because we know for sure he is our last; our baby. My last baby is stepping into a new chapter. It’s exciting and it’s also heart-wrenching.Ā
Harder On Us That It Is Them
The first day of kindergarten is such a milestone for all families. For my little one, it means a new adventure that he’s a little nervous for. New teachers, new school, new friends it can be scary but I know he is going to love it. For me, it means the end of a beautiful chapter… A chapter of sweet moments that I don’t ever want to end and never want to forget.Ā
I remember the firsts we shared, steps, words, smiles, and for me, each first I had mixed emotions because I know that one day the firsts eventually end and it ends up being the lasts that you are experiencing. (This book about the lasts will make you cry.) This will be our last first day of kindergarten. It’s a step in the direction of independence and a step away from the days when they needed me for everything. It’s both beautiful and sad.Ā
End Of One Chapter And Beginning Of Another.
Now we are prepping our kids for the real world. We have to be confident and give them the skills they need to thrive. When it is time for them to spread their wings it’s very emotional for parents. I am so excited to see him thrive and grow but my heart also aches. I would hold onto these years with all I have.Ā
This is what we work towards, right? We have been preparing him and us for this moment but I’m almost feeling a sense of loss. I hope he doesn’t miss me when he goes to kindergarten. I hope he is confident and has fun, but I also want him to miss me. What is this life?? The life of a parent is not for the faint of heart.Ā
To all of the parents sending their last baby to kindergarten, know you are not alone. I see you. It’s a bittersweet milestone joy, and sadness. To a new chapter filled with new firsts and a lot of love and fun.Ā